Hudson- Grace looks about ready to rip my throat out, she does that a lot lately. Maybe it's just stress, Finals are this week after all, but I'm not so sure. Our relationship seemed so sure until recently, Mekhi, Macy, Flint, and even Jaxon have told me that we are "basically married," and think I should just ask her already, but when she looks at me like this, I'm not sure I'll survive long enough. And if she decides to leave me, well, I'm certain I won't survive that.