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i deserve to bleed

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Reads 3,678
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Parts 13
Time 50m

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achohol alltake changetakemichi druguse gayaf mitsuya mitsuyatakashi mitsuyaxtakemichi sadtakemichi sh stonertakemichi suicide suicidetakemichi tokyorevengers

takemichi has been through some things, bad things that only a few but a lot will understand. He's tired, he's tired of pretending everything is okay when it's not so he changed himself not in a good way to other way but it's a good way to him.

I want to be torn apart excruciatingly. I punish my body because it's not good enough for me. the scary thoughts are spreading like a weed.

this is inspired by the song I deserve to bleed- sushi soucy


warning
r@pe
suicide/sh
drugs/alcohol
heavy language
oc takemichi
my au
sexAll Rights Reserved

achohol alltake changetakemichi druguse gayaf mitsuya mitsuyatakashi mitsuyaxtakemichi sadtakemichi sh stonertakemichi suicide suicidetakemichi tokyorevengers

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Contagion reader x various Tokyo revengers. by iadoremik3y

You didn't belong in the rich houses, big puffy dresses, you didn't deserve to marry a rich man, or go to big parties! You deserved the home you grew up in, running around the farm, chasing the sheep and riding the horses, growing the carrots and picking flowers. So why did you try to change that? Oh well, it doesn't matter, the universe had a place for you, and even though you tried changing that, it didn't change for the better This story is going to be very sad! Mentions of rape but not in huge detail, will include conventual smut! Character death! Abuse, mental health, mention of suicide! Not suitable for people under the age of 14. IM BAD AT SUMMERING SORRY

「ŤØĶÝØ ŘƏVƏŇĞƏŘŚ」 by -SPADEes-

╭───╯ . . . . . ➷ Did you know.... There is a kind of love called... Letting Go? ➶ . . . . . ╰───╮ ╔Tokyo Revengers Oneshots Angst╝ ▂▃▄▅▆▇█▓▒░ ░▒▓█▇▆▅▄▃▂ Warning: Wrong Grammars Triggers like (sui**de and other traumatic experience) Deaths Angst ( All ) ────────────────── If not comfortable, Please don't continue, mental health is also important. Red_Lily!

Mayhem (Hades Gate MC #1) by Aquamira

• Levi • I've wished for death too many times to count when I was a child. Too bad only my soul died, not my body. Now that i'm older, I refuse to give up.I want answers. Answers that my family can give me. A family that doesn't even know I exist. What the hell am I getting myself into? • Mayhem • I was born into this life. The club life. Violence, drugs, murder, woman, the brotherhood. It was always part of my life, minus the woman. I stay away from woman. I don't trust them, I hate them. I don't want them around me. But the little sister of my President apparently is an exception, since she won't get out of my fucking head. I'm obsessed. I hate her. I want her more than I hate her. I will get her, she will be mine. *This story contains violence, mature language, sexual content and dark themes* **I don't own any of the pictures used in this story; all right go to their rightful owners**

Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] by wasteofspace4150

***READ 'NUMB' FIRST (ON MY PROFILE)*** Damn it Todoroki What the fuck did you do? Why the fuck did you do this to me? Why the fuck didn't you come back? You knew I never meant to hurt you I know You know that And yet You haven't come back It's been nearly a week I can't I can't handle this My intentions at the start were to help you And then part ways with you To focus on my career But I got attached And now I never want you to leave "I knew this would happen." I muttered angrily, grunting in pain as I kept punching. "I knew as soon as you got better." My eyes teared up a bit, but I convinced myself it was anger. "You wouldn't need me anymore." I said through grinding teeth. "And now you don't need me anymore." I hit it again, and a sharp, burning pain shot up my arm. I stumbled back and yelled in pain. I sat on the ground and stared at the floor, crying and grinding my teeth. You always hated when I'd push myself too much And even after everything No matter how hard I try I'm still a failure I always fail in the end I always fall short It's never enough Nothing I ever do Is enough to come out on top It used to be easy I was just naturally good Comfortable at the top And now I'm struggling just to stay in the running I stood up and walked to the locker room, slamming the door open and closed. I stood in front of the mirror with my hands on both sides of the sink, staring at my reflection. I was a mess. My eyes were red from my tears and my expression was exhausted and distressed. My face was tear-stained and I was light headed. Just completely out of it. I had bags under my eyes from stress filled days and sleepless nights, an obvious lack of rest. No wonder Aizawa confronted me I look like hell I feel like hell Fuck This is hell

Alone..(completed) by AxlewasNOThere

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I Want You by Emily_Hail

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The Karma Project by knikole_

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✓The Only Spark In My Life (MuiTan - TanMui)✓ by Muichiro0san

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Dandelions ❀ Hamada Asahi ✓ by unkwonsoon

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Leedle (Percico) by blackbeltbek

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Contagion reader x various Tokyo revengers. cover

「ŤØĶÝØ ŘƏVƏŇĞƏŘŚ」 cover

Mayhem (Hades Gate MC #1) cover

Feel ---- Suicidal Todoroki x Bakugo ---- [BOOK 2] cover

Alone..(completed) cover

I Want You cover

The Karma Project cover

✓The Only Spark In My Life (MuiTan - TanMui)✓ cover

Dandelions ❀ Hamada Asahi ✓ cover

Leedle (Percico) cover

Contagion reader x various Tokyo revengers.

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