"I know he was close to you, he was my family too" .... .... you don't understand Hyung this loss I can't afford and now that I know the real fucking reason it hurts more than it should be how can someone be so cruel. I can't let go his death to be wasted. He can only think of the soul that which is now mixed within earth, the soil surrounded within his body. He tried he really did but broken sobs left from his dry and colourless lips, he couldn't help it but to just remember beautiful memories in loop he can't able to digest the thought but he was known to the reality. As they say "death is the hardest lesson people will learn". But he didn't know life will be so cruel to him. Horror of the reality He was engulfed in warm comforting but broken hug standing in the middle of these four walls which was nothing but mocking on him well that's what he thought. No one dared to speak didn't want to break the much-needed silence One was mourning and other was numb ready to take the world and let the hell loose.