I'm a Fucking Loser

The thing about depression is that it is somewhat mind blowing and interesting. It is an unfair and not so fun life at best. Friends help as best they can for the worst of the down fall. Confusion clouds over those affected with this disastrous disease like fog over a misty swamp. Swearing, cussing, crying in a corner, kicking, fighting, burning and cutting until the pain goes away and numbness fluids over us, the infected.