My heart's protagonist

'I? Who could I be? I am no one.' i said depply into my mind not allowing myself to speak or someone may hear my pathetic sobbing. 'I am a disgusting thing. I wish i was like people my age, but i'll never be.' i thought. I felt more and more tears forming into my eyes that my vision became totally blurry in a scale of a second. 'My family? They keep judging me nonsenly, And me, I am no one. An insecure shy girl stuck with a pitying life. Waking up the morning to wait for night. To escape reality in sleep.' I was sitting on the cold floor of an empty locked classroom, hugging my legs tightly,crying and crying,not able to stop myself. I was a disaster, i thought i was having a panick attack but the real breakdown was when i remembered the only person who stood by my side,yet i was the only reason of his hurt.Nadir... I started hitting my head againt the wall and pulling my hair while hot tears kept running down my face, one then another, without stopping. But making sound didn't matter anymore.There he was standing again,Nadir, looking at me with sad eyes that said everything.

Mary is a teenage girl far from having some teenage dream. Growing up shy, with strict parents, the only friend Mary had was herself, until an 'as long as far as a plot twist' as she thought, Nadir, appears in her sad life. A handsome young man, knowing what it feels like to be hurt,is ready to exlode the dark bubble she didn't know was in.

Going through a rough past, Mary doesn't want to let Nadir in. But what if she does? Will he be the protagonist of her boring life? Will they 'cure' or 'complete' each other? Or the only mutual feeling between them's gonna be hate and deception.. ?