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Constantly, trying to find the end, constantly fighting against myself.
I finally saw it..I saw the light  After being stuck down there for how long?
I was so close, i could feel it..
Until something was pulling me back down, i tried so hard. I couldn't breathe, I was drowning
once again. And there I was down at the bottom so deep,
deeper than I've ever been before.Tutti i diritti riservati

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