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'I was in love. I was entirely head over heels in love. In love with a girl who I couldn't get my hands on, no matter how hard I would try.' 

Harry was in love with his best friend Grace. But Grace was too busy being in love with someone else. Someone who doesn't even love her back. It killed Harry inside to see Grace pour her heart and soul into another man who didn't even seem to care. 
Harry couldn't live like that, pretending that everything was okay. Pretending that he wasn't falling apart inside every time he saw Grace with her boyfriend Ryan. 
Harry needed to tell Grace how he felt. But how could he tell the most important person in his life that he was in love with her, when those three words may be what tears them apart?All Rights Reserved

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Broken (a Niall Horan love story) by cow_queen

"Do you feel safe with him?" the question seemed silly; in my head I had immediately laughed at it because it was so absurd. How could I not feel safe with Niall? He had turned out to be the only constant in my crazy life so far; he was always there for me through out everything. He did everything that he possibly could to help me to get to the point that I was at then. Instead of going on a rant about how much I did, in fact, feel safe with Niall, I nodded and said, "I always feel safe with him." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Navaeh is not your average teenager. Sure, she's a few months away from being eighteen, and is having trouble getting a better grade then a C in Biology, but her troubles don't end there. Niall is one fifth of the popular boy-band One Direction, and seems to be living the dream. A chance meeting brings the two together in a circumstance that leaves Niall afraid for Navaeh's safety. She harbors secrets about herself that only her and one other person know and when Niall becomes determined to break down her walls, things get complicated. A relationship is hard enough to keep as it is but when you add an unmistakably cruel family problem it gets harder. ****************TRIGGER WARNING: abuse, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions. Please do not read if easily triggered.********************

My Moment / / H.S.✔ by imaginethebest

I knew she was in trouble. I knew her life was nothing, but a train-wreck; A distaster waiting to explode. I knew she was in agony and I knew her soul consisted of haunting memories and malicious dreams of a man who once brought her immense torture. I knew she was hurting and that falling for her was the last thing I needed on my plate. But with each everlasting glance and with each passionate kiss, my heart never beat the same. Her essence was craved by my longing soul and nothing, even a psycho ex-boyfriend, could cease me from drowning in her eternal love. Every inch of my body flooded with lust for her touch. Every thought swarming around my head ached for her never ending affection. Every move and every word spoken involved the cherishing infatuation of her presence. I knew I would go through hell and back to make her mine and only mine. I wanted her. I needed her. I suspired nothing more than her latency and her body against mine. This was My Moment.

A Dangerous Type of Love (Narry) ~Somewhat Short Story~ by GhostNiall

Have you ever just fallen for someone that you knew wasn't meant for you. Someone that you knew it was wrong for you to want so badly. The feeling that loving someone that could never possibly love you back could make you feel like inside. Holding back every emotion knowing that showing one of them could ruin the one thing that you were scared of losing. That one person that makes your heart jump when you know they shouldn't. The feeling that you want to be in their arms but know that you can't be. Knowing that your feelings could ruin everything you two had worked so hard to build. The fights you shared over meaningless things. The memories you both shared in a little notebook. The love you never expected to share...With that one person you had, had a forbidden love affair.

Bruised, Battered And Broken. by onedirection4u8

It's not the bruises that Jess found difficult to cover up. It was the loss of her identity that people noticed, her once sassy mouth now only spoke when it was spoken too, the carefree spark in her eye had long left and she was living in a shell of a body that didn't belong to her, it belonged to him. When Jess meets a stranger, who notices her when no one else would, she starts to feel alive again; she begins to remember what it used to be like to feel. But he's not going to let her go, not until she's paid for what she's done...

You Have Me-- HARRY STLYES by LARRYASF1234

**READ AT YOUR OWN RISK** "It's fucking crazy, because you'd think I'd remember you, I'd remember them, maybe I'd at least remember us! But I don't and it's hurting you and I'm ruinning your life and your fucking job and fuck! I don't know! I don't! Except that maybe I love you and I want to be with you and I want to remember! I do! But I don't! I can't! And I'm sorry.....I'm so fucking sorry" ~Beth.

The Dream That Lasted Forever (A Harry Styles FanFic) *Complete* by HaiItsEl

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Diana [A Niall Horan Love Story] by InaraShiraz

Unlike other teenagers, Diana's life wasn't perfect. She has gone through a dreadful past after the death of her mother. The past which she rather not talk about to anyone. Being afraid of people was like a daily routine for her...especially boys. Why? No one knows and no one ever will... until Niall enters her life. He instantly falls in love with her and tried to help her go through her problems Months passes as Niall's and Diana's relationship grows stronger than it ever will but one day Niall comes to know something about himself that will take him far away from his loved ones especially the love of his life; Diana. What will it be? Will he ever tell her? The real question is.. will Niall and Diana end up together or will they fall apart?

First Love // H.S. by heyimdutch

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Abhor by har0ldisbae

*May be triggering to some readers* "Ah, but what if Niall knew you were hiding something from him, something that puts him in danger," he has a point all of them are in danger but if I keep my mouth shut, they'll be safe. "You dare tell Niall about those texts. I'll kill you myself," I've never been a person to throw threats around, but i had to do something. He takes a step closer to me, only a few inches between our bodies now. "Oh, you're a murderer now, I see," he chuckles to himself, his chest rising up and down slowly, like he's the most relaxed person on earth. "I've never hurt a fly, never would, unless you hurt my brother," I state strongly, avoiding eye contact. My eyes are glued to his worn Rolling Stones t-shirt. "I'm not hurting your brother, sweetheart, I'm hurting you," he speaks lowly, almost at a whisper "the more I know about you, the more I have against you, the more I can get what I need from this situation."

Therapy || l.t. by Alex_stories

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"Do you feel safe with him?" the question seemed silly; in my head I had immediately laughed at it because it was so absurd. How could I not feel safe with Niall? He had turned out to be the only constant in my crazy life so far; he was always there for me through out everything. He did everything that he possibly could to help me to get to the point that I was at then. Instead of going on a rant about how much I did, in fact, feel safe with Niall, I nodded and said, "I always feel safe with him." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Navaeh is not your average teenager. Sure, she's a few months away from being eighteen, and is having trouble getting a better grade then a C in Biology, but her troubles don't end there. Niall is one fifth of the popular boy-band One Direction, and seems to be living the dream. A chance meeting brings the two together in a circumstance that leaves Niall afraid for Navaeh's safety. She harbors secrets about herself that only her and one other person know and when Niall becomes determined to break down her walls, things get complicated. A relationship is hard enough to keep as it is but when you add an unmistakably cruel family problem it gets harder. TRIGGER WARNING: abuse, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions. Please do not read if easily triggered.****