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Pining [H.E.S.]

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'I was in love. I was entirely head over heels in love. In love with a girl who I couldn't get my hands on, no matter how hard I would try.' 

Harry was in love with his best friend Grace. But Grace was too busy being in love with someone else. Someone who doesn't even love her back. It killed Harry inside to see Grace pour her heart and soul into another man who didn't even seem to care. 
Harry couldn't live like that, pretending that everything was okay. Pretending that he wasn't falling apart inside every time he saw Grace with her boyfriend Ryan. 
Harry needed to tell Grace how he felt. But how could he tell the most important person in his life that he was in love with her, when those three words may be what tears them apart?All Rights Reserved

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The world finds odd ways to put people together. For them, it was PR. ~ She walked along the shore, the humid air, feeling much colder next to the beach. She shut her eyes and stood there, letting the sound of crashing waves overtake every single thought in her minds, ironically, silencing the bustling thoughts. She felt peaceful. He noticed a girl walking just a few feet ahead of him. At first, his thought was that it could be her but it didn't seem that way. The closer he went the more different the person looked. He let out a sigh of lost conviction. He felt hopeless. His footing must've been horrible as he slipped over a rock and tumbled forward, a little gasp of shock leaving his lips. The unexpected rustling behind her, made her face the intrusion. Noticing the man on his knees, she went over to him, lending a helping hand. He noticed a very familiar ring covered hand stick out towards him. He didn't think much of it as he held it to stand up. Why did it feel like home? ~

A Dangerous Type of Love (Narry) ~Somewhat Short Story~ by GhostNiall

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"Come on, do it, curse, scream, yell at me, hit me, do whatever you have wanted to do all these years." He just stares at me, not doing anything. "Do something! I made a mistake, and I am paying for it, and as if watching you, letting go of yourself as I'm not able to do anything is not enough! I have to watch our friends suffer the consequences of my mistakes. Our friends are done with our bullshit, Harry. And quite frankly, so am I..." Silence. "Say something for God's sake!" I yell, and I look up just to see him with his head bowed down and his shoulders shaking as he sobs . This is all my fault. This is my mess. ... "I believe you, just like I should have from the start." He says gently, and I just cling on him more as I feel his warmth and hear his heartbeat. "Your heart is beating so fast..." I whisper as if it was a secret. "It's beating for you... Always for you, it never stopped beating for you."

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