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sweetcaressesofmay

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𝙎𝙥𝙞𝙣-𝙤𝙛𝙛 𝙩𝙤 𝙈𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩
Steven Dempsey, a trickster known to take nothing seriously, gets three dates to convince his friend, Brandon Moore, that he too can be serious when he wants to be. 

Steven is a rising model, his name on everyone's lips and face in every billboard, but none of that seems to be enough to draw Brandon's attention. Even after all the years Steven has been friends with Brandon, he remains a puzzle Steven or his friends can't piece together. 

Date by date, Steven aspires to piece together Brandon's story: who is he and why is he so afraid of opening his heart? And, above all, what are those secrets of his past that are still lurking in the shadows? 

This is a spin-off, but can be read as a stand-alone. Although, if you like Steven and Brandon, I know you'll love their friends Eli, Benjamin, Ash and Miles. Jester and Miles Apart are their stories. :)

𝙅𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨:
× Jester
× Miles Apart, sequel
× above all, spin-off

𝘾𝙒: stalking, domestic violence, morbid jealousy, overdose, suicide, violence, suicidal ideation, polydrug use, panic/anxiety attacks ⚠️All Rights Reserved

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