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What Am I

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Parts 10
Time 52m

Reads 12
Votes 7
Parts 10
Time 52m

Mature

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Has love always been a mystery that you've been told about since you were a child, so innocent that it was the only thing you dreamed about. A fairytale that made your little heart beat fast when Ariel finally got her true loves kiss, or when Cinderella merried prince Charming. As the years passed and life continued to go on, all that you've seen of your own story is pain, heartache, backstabbing, suffering and lies.

In this story, love is always a question that Cylus a boy of 17 asks himself on a regular. As he flows through high school not understanding why none of the other students ever caught his eye. questioning if he was normal. 


*this story is about one questioning their sexuality. The story will have strong themes, including sex, abuse, mental illness and sexual assault. Discretion is advised.*All Rights Reserved

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It's Ada(m) and Eve, not Adam and Steve by tooobvios

18-year-old Ada had a tough life. Always lying about who she really is, always hiding behind a mask, until she couldn't do it anymore. But telling her Parents destroyed her life. She got kicked out at the age of 16 and had to live on the streets. Thanks to her Basketball skills she got a scholarship at Knight High school. A weird private school where every kid has a special talent. From art over music to sports, if you're really good at what you're doing you can go to Knight High. Students come and go, so it's not really surprising when three dancers came to the school after thanksgiving break. Eve, one of these girls, always knew she's gay, she has a great girlfriend, at least she thought that for the last six months. When She, Isabel - her girlfriend - and Jenna changed schools, some things got out of control. Isabel isn't the sweet, innocent, accepting, supporting girlfriend Eve thought she is. When Eve meets Adam she's slowly falling for him, not knowing he's a she called Ada. Eve gets extremely confused with her sexuality, just then Isabel finds out about Eve's feelings. And Isabel started to change. Is she finally showing her real face? Or is this something from her past that she's constantly fighting? What will happen when Ada(m) finally tells them that she's not a guy? Whom is Eve going to choose? Isabel, her girlfriend, with a fucked-up past? Or Ada, the attractive, sweet player? Or is shit going down and Eve just decides to be single?

Gaydar by HoeyJoeyy

How do you tell if someone is gay? Well some people have the special ability to use what is called a gaydar, which can pinpoint signs or mannerisms that can determine if another is in fact gay. My name is Mason Lux, and I'm the 'gay best friend' of the queen bee of high school, Gabriella Grace, aka Gabby. Along with our other best friend Emily, we are called the GEM(s), the s is silent. Rulers of the school through gossip and drama, we are either adored and hated, there is no in between. While being popular is fun and all, there's something that it doesn't bring you, love - at least for me. Gabby on the other hand could get a boyfriend with the snap of her fingers, and the same goes for Emily. My love life is as dry as the Sahara, and I'm a little bitter about it. Until one day, Caspian Rose, the most attractive jock in this whole damn school, comes up to me. Never did I think the day would come where I'd talk to him, is this one of my dreams or fantasies? My heart beating fast, my face as red as a tomato. In his raspy voice he asks me - 'could you help me get Gabby to date me?' Oh how wonderful, finally my dream starts happening only for me to be pulled down to reality once again. After all, I'm the gay best friend, and the closest to Gabby (sorry Emily). What do I do? Tell him off and say I'm not a charity - haha as if! He's too perfect to turn down, looks like I'm in for quite the job. In exchange for helping Caspian date Gabby, he promises to get me a boyfriend. Claiming he has a 'gaydar' despite being a straight boy, which I highly doubt, especially since I don't have one. I can't tell who's gay and who isn't unless they're open about it. At this point I'll do whatever to find a boyfriend. Welcome to my crazy and desperate life!

The Gods of Song and Poetry by AnnieKenyon2

"Was that flirting? It kind of felt like flirting. No. Couldn't be. She just thinks the senior girl is cool, like all of my sister's other friends. I was just wishing it was flirting. She's the new girl, she's super cute, and she makes me feel really good about myself. It's normal, I assured myself, but in no way could I let this turn into a crush." Coming out just before her freshman year of high school, Analee didn't have an LGBTQ community to join. In her small town, she WAS the LGBTQ community. When two new girls move into town her senior year, one older, one younger, everything changes for her. It turns out falling in love is harder than she thinks. Even with a steadfast belief in true love, Analee finds navigating romance, friendships, and family something that has to be figured out one day at a time.

Beyond Horizons by shirionchicks

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Before we collide (ENGLISH VERSION) by inner_monologue

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Challenge Accepted (Editing) by I_dont_know_either_9

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It's Ada(m) and Eve, not Adam and Steve

18-year-old Ada had a tough life. Always lying about who she really is, always hiding behind a mask, until she couldn't do it anymore. But telling her Parents destroyed her life. She got kicked out at the age of 16 and had to live on the streets. Thanks to her Basketball skills she got a scholarship at Knight High school. A weird private school where every kid has a special talent. From art over music to sports, if you're really good at what you're doing you can go to Knight High. Students come and go, so it's not really surprising when three dancers came to the school after thanksgiving break. Eve, one of these girls, always knew she's gay, she has a great girlfriend, at least she thought that for the last six months. When She, Isabel - her girlfriend - and Jenna changed schools, some things got out of control. Isabel isn't the sweet, innocent, accepting, supporting girlfriend Eve thought she is. When Eve meets Adam she's slowly falling for him, not knowing he's a she called Ada. Eve gets extremely confused with her sexuality, just then Isabel finds out about Eve's feelings. And Isabel started to change. Is she finally showing her real face? Or is this something from her past that she's constantly fighting? What will happen when Ada(m) finally tells them that she's not a guy? Whom is Eve going to choose? Isabel, her girlfriend, with a fucked-up past? Or Ada, the attractive, sweet player? Or is shit going down and Eve just decides to be single?