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What Am I

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Reads 12
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Parts 10
Time 52m

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Has love always been a mystery that you've been told about since you were a child, so innocent that it was the only thing you dreamed about. A fairytale that made your little heart beat fast when Ariel finally got her true loves kiss, or when Cinderella merried prince Charming. As the years passed and life continued to go on, all that you've seen of your own story is pain, heartache, backstabbing, suffering and lies.

In this story, love is always a question that Cylus a boy of 17 asks himself on a regular. As he flows through high school not understanding why none of the other students ever caught his eye. questioning if he was normal. 


*this story is about one questioning their sexuality. The story will have strong themes, including sex, abuse, mental illness and sexual assault. Discretion is advised.*All Rights Reserved

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It's Ada(m) and Eve, not Adam and Steve by tooobvios

18-year-old Ada had a tough life. Always lying about who she really is, always hiding behind a mask, until she couldn't do it anymore. But telling her Parents destroyed her life. She got kicked out at the age of 16 and had to live on the streets. Thanks to her Basketball skills she got a scholarship at Knight High school. A weird private school where every kid has a special talent. From art over music to sports, if you're really good at what you're doing you can go to Knight High. Students come and go, so it's not really surprising when three dancers came to the school after thanksgiving break. Eve, one of these girls, always knew she's gay, she has a great girlfriend, at least she thought that for the last six months. When She, Isabel - her girlfriend - and Jenna changed schools, some things got out of control. Isabel isn't the sweet, innocent, accepting, supporting girlfriend Eve thought she is. When Eve meets Adam she's slowly falling for him, not knowing he's a she called Ada. Eve gets extremely confused with her sexuality, just then Isabel finds out about Eve's feelings. And Isabel started to change. Is she finally showing her real face? Or is this something from her past that she's constantly fighting? What will happen when Ada(m) finally tells them that she's not a guy? Whom is Eve going to choose? Isabel, her girlfriend, with a fucked-up past? Or Ada, the attractive, sweet player? Or is shit going down and Eve just decides to be single?

I'm Into You (GxG) | (Lesbian) | (Bisexual) by adzumi02

Falling in love is unpredictable-but falling for your own student? What could possibly go wrong? A teacher seeking a fresh start finds herself falling for a conflicted student struggling with her own. Everything seems fine-until it all comes crashing down. Will the return of the past make things even worse? Find out... __________________________________ #GirlxGirl #Lesbian #LGBT

Chocolate | BxB |✔ by vizirs

" But the dare is so easy, all you gotta do is pass the chocolate." " Through a kiss! " College life is already hard but Cale's friends had decided to make it harder or so he thought by making him ' pass a chocolate '. " Would you be kind enough to have a dance with me, prince charming?" " If I am prince charming then what does it make you princess charming?" " Nope I am prince charming the eighteenth." " When life gives you chocolates, you make a gay love story. " |Warning| This book like my first one contains some problematic things as when I was first started writing it I was really young and then I discontinued it for some time and now I have decided to end it because the story idea in itself may be stupid but I have grown to love the characters and I want to give them their end. So please read by keeping this in mind. Intial chapters will also have many grammatical errors. Curse words Sexual jokes Read the disclaimer Short Chapters

His eyes of euphoria by thatweird_bitch

* TRIGGER WARNING* there may or may not be parts of this book that people may find upsetting. It talks about mental illness. Also it talks about religion so if any of these things may trigger you then I recommenced not reading this. However feel free to talk to me because I'm hear to support y'all. 16-year-old Matthew is on the lengthy journey of self-acceptance and discovery. How will he cope with a rising taste for a blonde boy who managed the earth on his fingertips like crushed berries. Will he learn to love himself? Or will he allow his doubt to control him and his sprouting relationship? "Taste me in crimson so that when we taste no more, when age will turn our buds sour and memories hazy, that I have hope to scour my letterbox and find you wrapped pristine silk, next to an image of June. Within your eyes, euphoric." Acknowledgements 1# slice of life 15/01/21 23# closeted 15/01/21

A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy) by mossfordgreen

Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.

The Way Love Changes You; Book One: Love's Firsts by redisle_love

Love can feel empowering. Love can be deadly. It can be the greatest thing to ever happen. It can be the biggest mistake that can't be reversed. It can feel like a dream come true. It can feel like a nightmare that you can't wake up from. Love changes people in many ways, from mild to severe, whether it's beneficial or detrimental in anybody's life, no matter if you're lesbian, gay, straight, bisexual, pansexual, or a person who just loves people without a label. How does love change you? ******* It's like your basic high school love story, except it's with adults in their early-mid 20s, and they're either still in college or have graduated from college and have jobs. It's a modern slice of life narrative novel about lesbians trying to find true love or wanting to get back into the love game. Five of these lovely characters share their own little tales of how love changes them first go, or their first time in forever! Their perspectives on love as it takes effect either get sensual, dramatic, or to the extent of a slow burn, as they also deal with life's obstacles along the way and share a part in each other's stories. There are ups and downs as their own stories go along, and it all gets more suspenseful towards the end where problems unfortunately arise. Will things get better or worse from here for these lovestruck lesbians as the story goes on? [Content/Trigger Warnings- the main warnings are scenes of sexual activity, and suicidal talk/attempt, along with mentions of said attempt. Everything else is listed inside the book! Please read the list before reading the book!] [Word count: +140,000 words...I write a lot, but enjoy anyway!]

What Was Left At Camp by BrendanJG

I wish to edit this story and make few changes but I am wrapped up in others. This is my first attempt at writing so... hope you like. Edits may happen in time but for now, the story will remain as is. At the age of Seven, Christian came out to his parents. His parents accepted him with open arms but with concerns the world may not, they took matters into their own hands. They raised Christian to be a confident, strong minded young man with the capability of defending himself both mentally and physically. Christian was ready to tackle the world and everything he loved, including Football. At the age of fourteen, he decided he would spend his summer at a well known football camp to perfect his skills. That's where he met his first love and boyfriend, Billy, who disappeared the last week of camp. Four years later, when a new student named William transfers to his school, it throws Christians life into chaos. William reminded Christian of Billy. He was convinced his lost love had been found. One problem, William insisted he wasn't this Billy person Christian assumed him to be. Will Christian ever learn of what happened to his lost love or ruin everything he's worked so hard to accomplish in his attempts to find the truth?

Somebody to Love (bxb) (Complete) by MGLockheart

(COMPLETED) Dylan and EJ came from two very different worlds. Dylan was born and raised in Albay, Bicol, where he was surrounded by the familiar comforts of his school, friends, and everything he had ever known. However, the 2008 recession forced his parents to make a tough decision. They moved to Pine Hill, Manila, in search of a better future. Dylan hated the move. He felt lost and disconnected in the busy city and even more out of place at St. Michael's Catholic School, where the boys looked like models and the girls seemed straight out of high-end fashion magazines. Then he met Eric James "EJ" Medina. EJ was the school's golden boy, an overachiever who excelled at everything. He earned constant praise from teachers and admiration from classmates. But behind the accolades and perfect façade, EJ was lonely. He craved recognition and love from his parents, who always compared him to his flawless older brother. Dylan and EJ quickly became friends, but soon, Dylan found himself dealing with feelings that went beyond friendship. He tried to hide his growing affection for EJ, but the more he suppressed it, the stronger it became. EJ, too, struggled with his feelings, denying them until he couldn't any longer. When he finally confessed to Dylan, they started a secret relationship, knowing that the conservative school and EJ's parents would never accept them. Their love story faced its greatest challenge when someone decided to out them, threatening to shatter the little world they created for themselves.

The Gods of Song and Poetry by AnnieKenyon2

"Was that flirting? It kind of felt like flirting. No. Couldn't be. She just thinks the senior girl is cool, like all of my sister's other friends. I was just wishing it was flirting. She's the new girl, she's super cute, and she makes me feel really good about myself. It's normal, I assured myself, but in no way could I let this turn into a crush." Coming out just before her freshman year of high school, Analee didn't have an LGBTQ community to join. In her small town, she WAS the LGBTQ community. When two new girls move into town her senior year, one older, one younger, everything changes for her. It turns out falling in love is harder than she thinks. Even with a steadfast belief in true love, Analee finds navigating romance, friendships, and family something that has to be figured out one day at a time.

Want You (BoyxBoy) by Heather_gO

Want Me told from Ryland's perspective!! You can read this book first, but the other is completed!! And this one may also contain spoilers in the comments, so read first at your own risk!! - Mature Content - When two lovers' best friends meet for the first time... lots of feelings can rise. Attraction, confusion, lust... love? Will they be able to overcome the obstacles that come with being in a homosexual relationship? Will their best friends accept their secret relationship? What about their families? Will love be enough if that's all there is? Find out what happens when a bisexual guy falls for a straight one... from the bisexual's point of view.

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It's Ada(m) and Eve, not Adam and Steve

18-year-old Ada had a tough life. Always lying about who she really is, always hiding behind a mask, until she couldn't do it anymore. But telling her Parents destroyed her life. She got kicked out at the age of 16 and had to live on the streets. Thanks to her Basketball skills she got a scholarship at Knight High school. A weird private school where every kid has a special talent. From art over music to sports, if you're really good at what you're doing you can go to Knight High. Students come and go, so it's not really surprising when three dancers came to the school after thanksgiving break. Eve, one of these girls, always knew she's gay, she has a great girlfriend, at least she thought that for the last six months. When She, Isabel - her girlfriend - and Jenna changed schools, some things got out of control. Isabel isn't the sweet, innocent, accepting, supporting girlfriend Eve thought she is. When Eve meets Adam she's slowly falling for him, not knowing he's a she called Ada. Eve gets extremely confused with her sexuality, just then Isabel finds out about Eve's feelings. And Isabel started to change. Is she finally showing her real face? Or is this something from her past that she's constantly fighting? What will happen when Ada(m) finally tells them that she's not a guy? Whom is Eve going to choose? Isabel, her girlfriend, with a fucked-up past? Or Ada, the attractive, sweet player? Or is shit going down and Eve just decides to be single?