ephemeral - a love diary
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i fell so hard,
thought you were the one,
maybe its a good thing you didn't like me back
but i still miss what we had
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a collection of short monologues in my mind for a love that wasn't meant to be, or perhaps it was, no one knows for sure but I know the answers lie in the stars in your eyes.
writing this to cope and to share my feelings, sorry if what i write seems vague, sometimes the context feels too overwhelming to write. so the style in this book will be little log-ins.
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