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An Abomination
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Ongoing, Unang na-publish Feb 13, 2023
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I called this book An Abomination because that's how it sometimes feels to live inside my mind, chaotic, messy, and misunderstood. These are my diary entries, spilling out my rawest emotions, my darkest fears, and the violent storms that come with borderline personality disorder and an eating disorder, kleptomania, Depression, and bipolar 2.  It's not pretty. It's not polished. It's painful, honest, and sometimes cruel. But it's real. Through these pages, I confront the love, the hate, the heartbreak, and the fierce battle to hold myself together when everything inside wants to tear me apart. This is my story, an abomination to some, a lifeline to others.
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The Memoirs of Melody

58 parte Kumpleto Mature

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