Philophobia - To Fear Or To Conquer
JameelaJ01
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  • Parts 9
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JameelaJ01
Ongoing, First published Feb 13, 2023
Mature
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Two girls, Ivy and Delilah, are learning the truth about love. They've both been broken and hurt, but together they find the realization of what love really is. How are they going to take it?

Will they run from the truth? Or will they run towards their long-awaited happiness?

There are slow updates to be made, but I'm trying to fix mistakes in the storyline. Thank you for your understanding and cooperation. I hope you enjoy this as much as I enjoyed writing it.
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Worse for Love- Book #3 in the WF Series

57 parts Complete Mature

Love. A word that never made sense to Ivy Blanchard. Yes, she helps all of her friends with every relationship because she wants to see them happy, but she never really believed in the exaggerated picture of what "love" is. Trusting someone completely by opening up to them has never really amused her, and maybe that's because of what she went through as a little girl. When one day, she gets drunk and calls Kai Hale; one of her cousin's friends, to come and get her, it escalates into a fake relationship that neither of them expected. To convince her friend that she doesn't need help finding love, she decides to create a fake relationship with Kai. Although, the lie only begins to lead into other things that neither one of them realized or were prepared for. Kai is the exact opposite of Ivy. Smiling is second nature to him, and love is definitely something he's always believed in, he just doesn't have enough time for it with his complicated schedule. When Ivy and him begin getting close though, he realizes there definitely is something happening, but convincing Ivy that it's okay to let someone in is harder than he thought it would be. Will he actually get over the wall she's built since she could remember?

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