Sex, drugs, obsession, it's not a game, it's a way of life, I crave these inevitable things. I need them to simply just please me when life can't. I sleep with a lot of girls, I honestly don't even give a shit about them but they seem to like it. I do a lot of partying and drinking and lets not forget drugs, most people would say that it was her. The one that changed me, but it wasn't just simply her. It was everything about her, from the way she would smile and her dimples would show, to the way that she would just say my name. I must admit, I never saw this coming, I crave her, her and only her.
"What's a pretty girl like you doing here?" I watched as a chill ran through her body, I put my hand on her back, pulling her close to me.
"Please, j-just leave me alone,"I laugh, I watch as her face turns into a look of panic, the best part of this all was knowing that she knew who I was, I love messing with girls like her, they're always so nervous. I run my hand up her back and pull her even closer to me, I hear her gasp and try to pull away, I grab her arm and pull her into me.
"But that wouldn't be any fun now would it, darling?"I whisper into her ear, I put my hand on her waist and begin to gently sway our bodies back and forth to the loud music. I feel her tense at the sound of my words, she attempts to pull away again, my grip tightens. "Where do you plan on going sweetheart? No one ever gets away from me."
"Let me go!"
"No, I happen to enjoy this."
"Then find someone else to enjoy it with."
"No."
"Why?"
"Because I want you."
"Do you feel safe with him?" the question seemed silly; in my head I had immediately laughed at it because it was so absurd. How could I not feel safe with Niall? He had turned out to be the only constant in my crazy life so far; he was always there for me through out everything. He did everything that he possibly could to help me to get to the point that I was at then.
Instead of going on a rant about how much I did, in fact, feel safe with Niall, I nodded and said, "I always feel safe with him."
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Navaeh is not your average teenager. Sure, she's a few months away from being eighteen, and is having trouble getting a better grade then a C in Biology, but her troubles don't end there.
Niall is one fifth of the popular boy-band One Direction, and seems to be living the dream. A chance meeting brings the two together in a circumstance that leaves Niall afraid for Navaeh's safety. She harbors secrets about herself that only her and one other person know and when Niall becomes determined to break down her walls, things get complicated. A relationship is hard enough to keep as it is but when you add an unmistakably cruel family problem it gets harder.
****************TRIGGER WARNING: abuse, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions. Please do not read if easily triggered.********************