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Deprived /// (Phan AU)

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Phil is just the quiet kid in the back of the class. Dan is the happy kid that everybody knows, but when they become roommates at their boarding school and Dan begins to care for Phil will everything change? Follow this tale as Dan tries to break the intriguing boy out of his shell. Little does he know that it will be much harder considering, the fact that Phil has been keeping a huge secret from everyone. That secret being that he has struggled with anorexia for many years and isn't about to drop his habits now. Watch their relationship blossom. The two boys are nothing alike to the naked eye, but a look deeper will beg to differ.

TRIGGER WARNING: DO NOT READ if stories about eating disorders could be triggering to you!All Rights Reserved

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Things Change

Dan's life always seemed to stay the same. As if it was on loop. Nothing interesting happened. Nothing made him happy. Everything was lifeless to Dan. However, one dark haired boy was going to change everything. -TRIGGER WARNING- Abuse Depression Anxiety Self harm Eating Disorders