Beyond Borderline
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One woman's account and very possibly tall tale, of the highs and lows of the struggles of substance abuse and Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) seen through the very narrow lense that is a one person perspective, coupled with "not quite innate - self awareness" makes for a wild ride, with many moments of success; coupled with the plights of self sabotage. In the end you'll find yourself screaming at the narrator to get it together, but simultaneously cheering when you begin to see how beautiful life can be, through the eyes of someone who sees things in such sparks of extremes. This is Beyond Borderline.
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