happier than ever ; knj

"You learned the hard way from a young age that everyone leaves. You're just not the kind of person someone wants to stick around to watch, kind of like a car crash happening in slow motion. Its been that way forever, and through it all, Namjoon had seemed like the only tether holding you above the waves, stopping you from going under. Your lighthouse in a storm.

But then he let go, left to move onto better things. And seeing him now, seeing him be just as successful as you always new he would be doesn't make it hurt any less.

Everyone leaves, it was foolish of you to believe he would be any different,"

knj / childhood friends to strangers to lovers + small town au

warnings: angst, hurt/comfort, alcoholism, mentions of depression and suicidal thoughts, mention of death, dealing with grief, mention of unrequited love, slow burn, explicit smut, protected sex, car sex, biting, slight exhibitionism, mutual masturbation, namjoon has slight a shoe fetish etc.