She was a troubled young girl, doing things which she was taught no to, all because she wanted to fit in. He was, everything she was against. But ached for. She loved him when all he wanted was something to take his mind off his own problems, but when the feelings he was so sure he didn't have, start to surface and inevitably, seperate them... What do they do when they meet again? After years of yearning for one another, one expressing it while the other tries so hard to run away? What happens when he turns out to be the most dangerous man she will ever meet? Will he let her in? Can he? Is that allowed in the world he grew up in? tw// weird relationship, minor, almost adult, 5 years age gap, strong language, slight mentions of rape, main character is kind of struggling with an eating disorder, the guy probably has bpd and is a sociopath