Why did i watch a horror movie that night?!

I was sitting all alone in the living room.I even went to go grab some snacks to spike things up a bit since I was alone and its 12am.
I got up went to go grab my light blue blanket.I sat down on our soft black couch it was pitch dark inside and pouring cats and dogs outside.I put on a movie called 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗖𝗼𝗻𝗷𝗼𝘂𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴.I watched the movie thinking i was brave enough to watch it alone.After a while,while watching the movie a thing appeared on the tv i saw it she had a 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗵𝗮𝗯𝗶𝘁 on,she had a pale face,𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗱 streaming down her mouth,she had a long nose and her eyes were 𝗰𝗼𝗮𝗹 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸.I got goose bumps all over my body,I was so scared I froze for a second.
I put of the tv,went to my room and closed the door.
I covered my head with the blanket laying with eyes opened through out the whole night.
It was 9am so i got up and made myself some coffee
and something to eat.
I was so scared, that I still get goose bumps when i see a nun with a 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗵𝗮𝗯𝗶𝘁/𝘄𝗵𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝗯𝗶𝘁 at our church.