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This isn't something I'd usually write about. Almost 10 years ago I lost my dad to a heroin overdose. I was 4 and as I got older I thought I could have saved him. I did this 'project' to ease my guilt. I hope this can explain heroin better to you, or if you had an issue like me. I now know that when you use heroin you love nothing but heroin. That's what eased me. The research is based off videos, documentaries, recovering addicts, and web pages. Anyone used in this is a real person.Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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Heroin
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