adVENTure

PLEASE READ BEFORE READING STORY!!!

Honestly, I don't have much of a plan of where this is going to go.

But it's about me. My life. My experiences. My mistakes. My regrets.

There will be some triggers for some people.
If you're sensitive to talk about abuse, sexual assault, drugs, depression or someone else trauma triggering yours then I don't recommend reading.

I will go into detail about my experiences with these things. I will go into detail about my sex addiction and how/why it started after what I went through.

I will also talk about my journey into self love. Self care. Mental health before I took meds and after I flushed my meds.

My life story isn't for everyone. It's sad. Traumatic. But I also find my way. I'm STILL finding my way. But if you want to read as I write, you'll hear about the good too. How having my son changed me more then I could've ever imagined. How I fell in love with someone I never thought I was deserving of and merged our little families.

How I was able to, not forget, but learn to live with my past.

How I was able to forgive others for the pain they caused me then how I was able to forgive myself for the pain I caused myself. How I am rebuilding my relationship with God and my faith.

I'm hoping my story can help others know they're worth more then what others make them think they are. I hope I can help some people see signs of abuse. Or signs of past trauma they haven't confronted yet.

I spent so many years blaming myself. Blaming God for all the bad I've been through. Looking at myself in disgust and wishing I was anyone else but, me. It's an everyday struggle but I'm better then I was.

**And I will be changing names because I have not asked for permission to use their real names (nor will I). But that's the only things that's "made up".