Kui VillaPo was reincarnated as the heroine, Hillary Moon, from a game. If she had a choice who she wanted to be, it would be The Villainess, Britney Mallory.
A Villainess would not have to worry about being tortured with the pain that most heroines have. The heroines would have gone through hell past and future.
A Villainess would be heartbroken because of how their " one and only love" falls in love with the heroine. It's not that surprising considering a handsome boy would cheat with a pretty girl, they would be the best looking couple around the area. It makes her kinda jealous how the heroine, Hillary, has a love interest, but not her, Britney.
The heroine though, she has loved the villainess and admires her, so she had to sacrifice her "love" for her. Britney was indeed surprised when the person she "hated" saved her from the ML.
Britney loved the heroine too when they met in the forest all the time when they were 6, until an arranged marriage which made the original heroine jealous because she loved him. The heroine made him fall for her charms on purpose, without making Britney notice. Britney still loved her, but she forced the ML to stay with her because she knew the true nature of him. Protected her with her life, but Hillary didn't notice and blamed her for hurting her instead. She didn't know her well enough...
That led her to loving her to hating her and then fell in love with the ML. Until, Kui took her place she loved her once again.