The Journal
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Last published Tue, Aug 18, 2015
Her name was rose.Just a teenager who was a free spirit even the though she had dysmorhic disorder,anxiety,and eating disorders.Her only friend was her journal.Her journal was a part of her everything she felt and thought was written down with such feelings it was hard to think she was just 15 year old with these thoughts.The journal had been there al her life she didn't just say Dear journal. she wrote her story not with today but with other meaningful words.Read her story how she is surviving where she is the events that happen.It all started with finding the journal.(The disorders she had anxiety,dismorphic disorder,and eating disorder is based on personal experience yes I have those problems)
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