I Hate Everything, Everyone and Myself

Leslie had enough of her life, she had enough of how people expects many things for her she was only 16. She has enough how she puts on a fake persona a fake smile and voice on her face she hates how everyone around doesn't see something is wrong. She's afraid of telling people how would they act would they say she's being over-dramatic? would they say she is a attention seeking?! HELL she doesn't even like being the center of attention the feeling of all eyes on you makes her sick to even think of it how people will expect things from you and that if you make a mistake your life is over! Fuck! She hates how she can't speak up for herself she hates how she cries for the dumbest of reasons she hates how her social anxiety has ruin everything in her life taking control and driving many thoughts in her head. She has had enough with it all... so there she was writing her last letter of her hatred in her room no parents they were taking the cat to the vet, no friends texting her no one to keep Loony company. She was there alone pouring all her feelings into the paper about how much she hates everything, everyone and even herself... The Notes goes on until the end.. Leslie knows the end will be soon... and she hope soon is close enough to end the pain and suffering. Someone to help her someone to say it's alright and you are wanted, your perfect the way you are and many things but.. but will it happened?