Dear Journal, April 8th 2019... "It was my fault... like always I fucked up in some form... Smosh Games quit... all because of me..." Years later the only way he could cope with his mistake was to write it down in his journal or diary as some may call it, but sometimes he just needs a friendly reminder it really wasn't The title is based off of the song RD / RA by SoGreatandPowerful I thought it'd make for a good title c; Also I won't tag the Ships in this story you have to read carefully to find out the ships (one is more obvious than the rest)