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They were never given a name, they are only known as ''the nameless'' to the powers above. They were the first amalgamation of the union between Lilith and Lucifer. They lived for eons spreading forbidden knowledge and bringing to life human being's deepest and darkest sins. 

After discovering a place on Earth, where God himself could not influence. They thought it best they move the, 1800 New Orleans where hedonism was the second language of the land. However God's mercy is only for the deserving not for the born evil. Archangel Arzael made sure that they would never be able to spread their influence anywhere else in the world again, by binding them to the very soils they sought freedom from.

Jump to present day, and its moving day for Jackie. Moving from California to New Orleans is a big jump.  One could say there is a lot of adjusting to do, especially when you don't even know what's watching you at night.All Rights Reserved

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Mama's Boy

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