"Abs?" my heart fluttered at the nickname he has given me. Don't do it Abigail, don't lose focus. Don't let him in. I felt his hand brush my arm asking me to face him. "Don't be like this, don't shut me out." he begged. I don't want to, but ballet, it's all I have it is my life and I cant lose that over a boy. I shrugged my arm away and with all my strength gathered the words to say, "Stop Christian" no matter how bad it hurt, and tired to convince my self I was making the right choice.