Judas' Kiss
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Last published Mon, Dec 7, 2015
It was never supposed to be this way.
I wasn't supposed to fall in love. At least not with him.
I was just trying to do my job.
But now that I write this, it's not worth it. His privacy is worth more than my job. I love this job, but I love and respect him more. God, I'm sorry.
But I want to get this out there if he's reading this because I didn't have the guts to say it earlier,
Harry, I'm sorry. That I lied, cheated, and hurt you and towards you.
I betrayed you. I'm Judas' kiss.
And I'm sorry.
Really, truly sorry.
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