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My head flies over my pillow in a start. I can't hear what I know to be my raspy breaths, but I still need to breathe. Breathe, Ananka. 
One. Two. Three. 
Again. 
One. Two. Three. 
I don't want to go to sleep. I can't sleep. I won't sleep. Stay awake. 
Awake.

or

A girl named Ananka can never tell if she's asleep or awake.  Will she ever find out?All Rights Reserved

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The Selfless Me by Blo0ki

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After Effects by Verena103

"And i wouldn't marry me either" - You're loosing me, Taylor Swift "But i'd marry you with paper rings, ohoh, that's right. You're the one i want" - Paper rings, Taylor Swift Eurovision 2023 is approaching and the band Joker Out is representing their beloved country, Slovenia. Band member Tuva Solveig Linn has her challenges with autism and heavy anxiety as well as Tourette syndrome and the stress of competing in Europes biggest song competition, isn't helping much. However she has the support of her childhood best friend Kris, and whole team behind her. Through the Eurovision journey her mental health is challenged and Tuva gains an eye for not only a girl but a close friend of hers. What happens when love gets complicated and feelings are difficult to understand and navigate? What happens when meds can no longer keep mental health in control? "Cause they see right through me, can you see right through me?" - The Archer, Taylor Swift "I forget you aren't mine, It's impossible to acclimate, Every time we talk we understate" Cedar, Gracie Abrams This story deals with topics/words which can be offensive - Homophobia - Hatecrime - Selfharm - Anxiety - Panic/Anxiety attacks - OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) - Autism/ASD - Slurs (only for characters rightful use and myself as i don't use slurs which belong to minorities i'm not a part of) - Contains heavy sexual themes/smut Page count: unfinished Word count: unfinished

Starving For Help by Lauryn_Love

"I smile everyday. I live my life like nothing is wrong with me. No one would ever guess that I'm screaming inside or that I've secretly been hiding this huge part of my life. No one would ever know that I cry myself to sleep at night or that deep down I'm starving for help." Welcome to Anorexia. Your hostess is Ana. She'll take over from here. Suffering alone inside of your mind from a terrifying mental disorder, is something that even those who battle such a thing every day, cannot fully understand. It's like being alone 24/7 yet it's never quiet inside of your head. You can't stop the voices. You can't control your emotions. As it gets worse, you lose control of your body all together. You become prey to your disease and You can't fight back. That is what it's like for someone who has spent years of their life suffering in silence from an eating disorder. Fighting a monster that you have no chance of beating. It's almost impossible to describe the type of torture that consumes your mind. Hell. It's equivalent to pure hell.

It's okay to not be okay by hollyandmax

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