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wake up.

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My head flies over my pillow in a start. I can't hear what I know to be my raspy breaths, but I still need to breathe. Breathe, Ananka. 
One. Two. Three. 
Again. 
One. Two. Three. 
I don't want to go to sleep. I can't sleep. I won't sleep. Stay awake. 
Awake.

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A girl named Ananka can never tell if she's asleep or awake.  Will she ever find out?All Rights Reserved

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