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SuicidalLovesong

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Reads 279
Votes 4
Parts 10
Time 1h 38m

SuicidalLovesong

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If this were a manga, Jason Scott would be the "prince" of Hasavu High Nevada, he's tall, he's gorgeous, the ladies love him, guys want to be him, kids and mothers adore him, dads can't stand him.
He's everything a girl dreams about and more, with a powerful masculine side and a sensitive soft side, talk about a dream boat!

But what if I told you that Jason Scott isn't actually all he's chalked up to be? What if I told you he comes from a broken home, that his father physically and mentally abused him and his family? What if he wasn't so good at sports? What if he hated sports? What if he would rather paint, or draw, or write? What if he was a wreck, what if he couldn't go to sleep some nights because his nightmares haunt him? What if he was scarred to open up about his mental health issues that are eating him alive? What if his perfect outward appearance was just a facade?  And that dreamy guy with the perfect body and killer smile wanted to kill himself every day, and took drugs, or drank just so he could get away from everything for a while because he'd kill to have a normal life, and a steady relationship, with friends he didn't screw over or that got sick of putting up with him. . .

Would you still love me if I wasn't perfect? Or if I hated myself?

Because I'm not perfect, and I hate myself for what I've done. . .All Rights Reserved

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Addicted by BD_Connoll

"You have no idea how badly I want to make love to you," he responds with a shake of his head. "I love you so much," he continues and my heart melts. "I love you," I whisper back. "Okay, I'm going to make love to you now, Angel. It will hurt a little, so let me know if it hurts too much," he says and leans down to kiss me. "I'll be gentle," he tells me. Keeping his eyes locked on mine he shifts his hips forward slightly and enters inside of me. My mouth widens as he enters, and I feel a slight pinch. He was right, it does hurt, but it's not terrible. "Christ! You're the sun!" he calls out. I watch his face crumble. He buries his face in my neck and then he's above me again, his hands on my cheeks again. ... For 20 year old Alison Scott, love was never something she deemed herself worthy of. Not until he came along. With his tousled brown hair, lean muscular body and smile that ignited everything south of her body; he was unbearably attractive and intimidating to Alison. She thought he could never be interested in someone like her, until he was. Was living in the same household together with someone you want and need such a great idea? As they embark on this journey together, Alison discovers her own desires as well as all the secrets Isaac keeps. You will become addicted to Addicted. Warning: 'Addicted' contains graphic depiction of violence, sexuality, strong language, mature themes, and drug references. Reader Discretion is advised. BOOK 1: ADDICTED BOOK 2: CRAVED (in the making)

❝ FALLING FOR MY R@PIST'S BROTHER ❞ by _Im2gd4U_

#1 in ~> Generational sickness Stories. 🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞 Highly mature content!⚠️ -ˏˋ⋆ ᴡ ᴇ ʟ ᴄ ᴏ ᴍ ᴇ ⋆ˊˎ- A 26 y/o innocent girl got raped by the five man just because she saw something she don't have to see, and end up getting in the brutal condition. Months passed and she was started over come her trauma by falling in love with someone But she doesn't know that one she started loving was never liked her and in some circumstances end up getting married together but things goes more worse when she will get to know that she fall for the brother of one who raped her few months ago. ✧༺♥༻✧ " Hello my sister-in-law! Welcome to the same house as me.. "...... " No-no-no, this can't be true, y-you you? You are my husband's brother?? " ...... " Accept it or not but this is the only reality now, and as i promise you'll complete your first night in MY arms, and i also promise that you'll feel heaven tonight, than it is the time to fulfill those shitty wishes" ..... ˚ ⟢ .˚ 🌷 ˚. ⟢ ˚˚ ⟢ .˚ 🌷 ˚. ⟢ ˚ Super mature content like 18+ and some of them are 21+ and also not having any proper warning up on the chapters, so please don't read further if you're under these age, or uncomfortable with this type of contents. Please support me for more updates °°~ And yah!..Don't copy my work! It was a proper yet clear warning ⚠️ ⚠️ © [ Cover is made by me ] Original work on Wattpad by @_im2gd4u_ Happy reading 💐🎈 snowman ⛄~ 𓇼 ⋆.˚ 𓆉 𓆝 𓆡⋆.˚ 𓇼

Right Now by Realpg13

Chris. He's blond, handsome, lively, a quarterback and a junior in high school. He has it all good, but he hates being popular, no one knows how he's really like. He puts on a poker face and looks out for the people he cares about, but no one looks out for him. He tries not to get into trouble during school, he can't afford to get into trouble. His parents abandoned him when he's nine leaving him with his younger brother, and now he works at a cafe as a waiter, so he can make money to take care of him. People may think he has it all good, but in reality, he doesn't. Rhea. She's a brunette, cute, shy, smart, likes to read and also a junior in high school. But she gets bullied and has no self-esteem, she thinks of herself as a nobody and to everyone in school she is invisible. She also tries not to get into trouble during school, her life depends on it. Her mom left her and her dad is an alcoholic mess that abuses her. She works in a bookstore and as an library assistant to make money so she can take care of herself, 'cause her dad would waste all the money he makes on alcohol. Her life has no meaning, she has nothing, she's all alone and has no one to go to. But what happens when Chris wakes up hungover on Rhea's couch? Will their everyday life still be the same? Would their friendship continue to grow into something more? Join them in their trails of facing life, overcoming the shadows of their pasts, finally finding happiness and holding on to their love Right Now.

Become Mine And Mine Alone by harrish6

(REWRITE OF THIS BOOK IS UP! It is called "Obsessive Love".) (I do not own the cover, Undertale nor any of the characters besides my OC's, they belong to their respectful owner. For some reason, I just see Error in the front instead of passive Nightmare.) Error, Forced God of Destruction and Destroyer of Universes was largely unknown unlike Ink, the Creator and God of Creation. Their fights were unseen by the AU's, none of the Monsters knowing about the Destroyer as Ink doesn't want them scared and Error gave no shits if anyone knew him or not. But Error's job is a complicated one, one that he is forced into, and he has to get involved to destroy the worlds. He doesn't touch the Original AU's, but the copies that Ink makes have to go. It was only a matter of time before something happened. Ink, in a middle of one of their fights, blinded Error, hurting him much more badly then ever before. In panic, Error ported into one of the Original AU's. Ink, fearing what Error would do, tells Dream about the Destroyer. Now the hunt is on for the broken, blinded skeleton. Meanwhile a blinded Error has been taken under the wing of another powerful Monster who has fallen for the broken Destroyer at first sight. But sweet love is truly beyond him. It is a obsessive love, a unhealthy love unlike any other. Nightmare would do anything for Error, and would do anything to keep him by his side as he goes about taking over all the AU's. Now to convince Error that he should be his and his alone.

My Imaginary Friend (WowkwanFF/Eng) by Traumtinte

"Sometimes life has a cruel sense of humor, giving you the thing you always wanted the most at the worst time possible..." Sehyoon has lived his whole life studying and later working to please his parents and get a good job. So, when he dies at the quite young age of 25, he feels like he has missed out on pretty much everything. But then, instead of heaven, he finds himself in his 12-year-old body in the bedroom of a little boy called Jason who wants nothing more than a best friend. The older is immediately wrapped around his finger and they quickly become inseparable. There is only one problem; nobody except Jason can see Sehyoon. So, how do you explain to your friends and family that you are falling in love with your imaginary best friend?

Finally Free by lulustoriesss

"I need you to be the put together one because I'm so fucked up. You've saved me." He whispers. "Carter, we saved each other." I mutter looking at him through my eyelashes. I lean into him, our lips not even an inch apart. "Sophia we shouldn't..." He looks hesitant. "Please, I need you." I almost started crying. "Please." I mutter one more time, my eyes begging for him. My body needing him. Sophia Carrington. She just moved from New York to California in search of a new life. When her life took a dark turn she's forced to leave everything behind. She just wants to finish her final year of high school, numb to the world, while learning to cope with the trauma she's endured. Carter Marquez. Newly single after being dumped by his girlfriend of two years. After losing his dad in a car accident he's fallen apart. The list of people he trusts is short, he hates letting people in. He's constantly trying to make up for his mistakes of the past, trying to find a new purpose in life. When the two of them collided, they instantly took a mutual disliking to each other. Misunderstandings and a dash of alcohol set a flame between them. Sophia hates the snarky remarks and stupid nicknames that leave his mouth. Carter thinks Sophia is just another trust fund brat. Soon their rivalry begins to dissolve and they learn that sharing the pain of their past can form connections they never thought to be possible. WARNING: This story contains mature topics such as sexual assault and drug addiction. Read with caution. Copyright © by lulustoriesss 2021

𝐍𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐌𝐞 | ✓ by xoscythe

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His broken princess|✔️ by Writingsonly

*C O M P L E T E* "Tor-" "I'll see ya round Jason...when I get friends who actually like me." I spit angrily. "Tori don't go!" He shouts as I turn away and begin to storm off. "'When are you gonna get the picture! I just want you to leave me alone!' " I repeat his words to him, making him look down at the floor with guilt in his eyes. Taking small steps closer he backed me up against the wall until I could feel his breath. He was really close to me now. "Jason leav-" Before I could finish my sentence, he grabbed by the waist and crashed his lips onto mine. ************************ Victoria seems like a normal teenage girl...But she has a secret. When Jason comes into her life unexpectedly, he wants to save her. But Tori's dark past and even darker present prevents him from getting her to trust him. Will he save her before it's too late? Or will he give up on her? ***NOTE*** I wrote this when I was literally 12 yrs old so there are plot holes and the story is rubbish in my opinion. Read at your own risk.

Perfect Fate ✔ (Moved To Inkitt) by fanoshkaflippo

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Her Saving Grace (COMPLETED) by UndecidedRebel

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Addicted

"You have no idea how badly I want to make love to you," he responds with a shake of his head. "I love you so much," he continues and my heart melts. "I love you," I whisper back. "Okay, I'm going to make love to you now, Angel. It will hurt a little, so let me know if it hurts too much," he says and leans down to kiss me. "I'll be gentle," he tells me. Keeping his eyes locked on mine he shifts his hips forward slightly and enters inside of me. My mouth widens as he enters, and I feel a slight pinch. He was right, it does hurt, but it's not terrible. "Christ! You're the sun!" he calls out. I watch his face crumble. He buries his face in my neck and then he's above me again, his hands on my cheeks again. ... For 20 year old Alison Scott, love was never something she deemed herself worthy of. Not until he came along. With his tousled brown hair, lean muscular body and smile that ignited everything south of her body; he was unbearably attractive and intimidating to Alison. She thought he could never be interested in someone like her, until he was. Was living in the same household together with someone you want and need such a great idea? As they embark on this journey together, Alison discovers her own desires as well as all the secrets Isaac keeps. You will become addicted to Addicted. Warning: 'Addicted' contains graphic depiction of violence, sexuality, strong language, mature themes, and drug references. Reader Discretion is advised. BOOK 1: ADDICTED BOOK 2: CRAVED (in the making)