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SuicidalLovesong

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Reads 279
Votes 4
Parts 10
Time 1h 38m

SuicidalLovesong

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If this were a manga, Jason Scott would be the "prince" of Hasavu High Nevada, he's tall, he's gorgeous, the ladies love him, guys want to be him, kids and mothers adore him, dads can't stand him.
He's everything a girl dreams about and more, with a powerful masculine side and a sensitive soft side, talk about a dream boat!

But what if I told you that Jason Scott isn't actually all he's chalked up to be? What if I told you he comes from a broken home, that his father physically and mentally abused him and his family? What if he wasn't so good at sports? What if he hated sports? What if he would rather paint, or draw, or write? What if he was a wreck, what if he couldn't go to sleep some nights because his nightmares haunt him? What if he was scarred to open up about his mental health issues that are eating him alive? What if his perfect outward appearance was just a facade?  And that dreamy guy with the perfect body and killer smile wanted to kill himself every day, and took drugs, or drank just so he could get away from everything for a while because he'd kill to have a normal life, and a steady relationship, with friends he didn't screw over or that got sick of putting up with him. . .

Would you still love me if I wasn't perfect? Or if I hated myself?

Because I'm not perfect, and I hate myself for what I've done. . .All Rights Reserved

abuse abusiverelationships adult adultfiction adultromance chicklit comedy depression fiction fictional generalfiction highschool humor love mature maturefiction romance romantictragedy tragedy youngadult

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