░My Journal░
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MatureOngoing17m
Last published Thu, Mar 13, 2025
This book is as the title says, My digital journal, this is meant purely for me to vent about anything and everything. Read it, don't, I don't care.
⚠️ ❗️HOWEVER PLEASE FULLY READ THIS DESCRIPTION IF YOU DO INTEND TO READ THE JOURRNAL FURTHER ❗️
Reminder, this is the only of my books you can not give constructive criticism on since it's my personal thoughts, feelings, and experiences. If you do give critics on this specific book you will be blocked and your comment removed.
However, still keep in mind I do still have dyslexia, it didn't magically disappear and I still struggle with it so there may be errors and I ask you don't comment on it in this book however feel free to on any other book's and I will try to rectify them.
I will be trying to properly tag every chapter but I still have some difficulties defying what counts as a tag and also what actually is one but I'll try my best. (you are allowed to comment on this if you notice something isn't actually a tag but is tagged or if something isn't and needs to be)
⚠️ ❗️ALSO! a reminder this book may contain 18+ topics and my target audience is over 18 since I often curse and there may be discussions about nsfw things. If you are under 18 please be advised and just don't read this.
⚠️ ❗️ALSO ALSO, PLEASE READ THE CHAPTER TAGS BEFORE READING THE CHAPTER ❗️
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trigger warning. dont expect you to read this, words are simply that. just words. but if you do i hope you enjoy 👍 and if you relate to any of these, im so sorry. (all of these are original and written by me unless its said otherwise) might also include random rambles and/or thoughts or maybe even quotes (sorry again abt this)
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