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The Love I Need

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The sequel to The Love I Found.

This book will contain major spoilers. Though it can be read as a stand alone, I strongly recommend reading The Love I Found first. Go now, before you even read this blurb!

Intended for a mature audience. Content includes foul language, explicit content, and sensitive themes of addiction, abuse and trauma.

Find out what happens next in Emilia and Cal's story, five years after we left them. As well as some of what happened during those five years.

!!! Cover by the wonderful LNRoberts1. Check out her stories !!!

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When Cal Jones walked out of Emilia's life, he took her heart with him. After everything they went through together, Emilia finds it impossible to move on. She goes through the motions, she learns to once again smile, but she knows that the need for her questions to be answered will forever haunt her.

Why did he leave her behind? Will the longing she feels for him ever go away?

Emilia doesn't believe anything can hurt as badly as Cal's betrayal. Unfortunately, she finds out just how painful life can continue to be.

Maybe her story was never meant to have a happily ever after. Or could it be that she just needs to start a new story?

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