mind labyrinth
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/ - what hides behind my face or in my mind.. why am i even supposed to find my true feelings.. /
i'll write all my thoughts here, i don't know how is this even going to help me, but whatever. i can write any stories here if i want so enjoy this i guess?
this contains :
thoughts of suicide
strong language
and maybe more than this. read on your own risk if here's anything that triggers you.
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