I Am Bulletproof
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Last published Sat, Apr 1, 2023
"You guys taught me, through your eyes; through your love; through your tweets, through your letters; through your everything, you guys have taught me and inspired me how to love myself. And you know what is loving myself? What is loving yourself? I don't know. Who can define their own method and way of loving myself. It's our mission to find, to define, our way to love ourselves. So, it's never intended but it feels like I'm using you guys to love myself. So, I am going to say one thing: Please. Please use me. Please use BTS to love yourself. Because you taught me how to love myself." Kim Namjoon said to me.
19 Year old me was too dumb to understand these words when I first heard them. Today I share my story. A story that started differently; a story of a fan. A story that connects so many people together, that holds so many emotions. They saved me. They gave me a home when I felt like I had nothing. They cured my pain and mended my scars. They were seven normal boys from Korea. They were BTS. I was finally home...........I have finally come home.
A short snippet. (TRIGGER WARNING)
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The water running through the tap seemed like an endless time lap. I had it in my hand. All I had to do was bring it to my wrist. It was there, it could all be over so fast. I didn't even have to think. I just wanted to end it and get over it. The ironic thing was I felt no pain, no emotion. I was numb. The constant flowing of the water was all I could hear. It was soothing.
I stood there, frozen. It happened faster than my brain could process it. Before I knew it, all i could see was red on my wrist. And that's the last thing I remembered before I..........
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"Didn't you--Didn't you say you liked... when I overpowered you." I gnawed on my lip as my eyes fluttered to a close when his large hand sensually groped at my bare breast, thumb rolling my hardening nub under the digit. "I said I was a switch Sunhee." A low growl sounded directly in my ear, breath fanning the skin. Lips took my earlobe in his mouth, a playful tongue flicking at the flesh every so often. "𝙄'𝙢 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙖 𝙨𝙪𝙗 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙚𝙙." ꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚ Hybrids and their soulmates. It's a simple concept that many humans have grown to understand over the years. A concept many crave to become a part of. Albeit, that doesn't guarantee the simple success in finding their mate. In fact, it's a process that can easily span for several years--several years with a large gaping hole in the center of their heart. And in Sunhee's case, she had seven aching holes, seven colorless marks that reminded her daily that she was mateless. For two years, she's been without any of her mates, and she had started to get pissed off with the universe for not even sparing her one. So when she gradually began to find her soulmates, she became the most ecstatic hybrid of them all. Her days of being romantically alone had came to an end, and she was undoubtedly content with her new beginning with them. She just didn't realize that they were kinda... ravenous. And clingy. And too fucking fine. TW‼️: This story will--eventually--contain HEAVY smut, so if that's not your cup of tea I'd highly advise against reading this! Frequent cursing, violence, kinks (bdsm, exhibitionism, etc.), and mild sexual assault will also be present. Viewer discretion is advised! (Longer chapters ahead, just a warning for people who don't fw that) Started: 06.21.2024 Published: 08.9.2024 Finished:
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