My life thoughts
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Last published Thu, Feb 26, 2015
Chapter one
I wonder if my self thoughts control my actions, because when ever my self conscience tells me anger and agony are the only thing I need. My body looses control and let's my self guilt tear me apart.
Now I'm at the point when I don't even know if my sanity is fine. "It's ok Mikey" I tell my self, wondering if I've gone insane. Thinking or trying to remember what I am.
Never mind , I know who I am. I'm unsecured psychotic maniac, that knows the truth behind his past of shame. At which a point of my life that haunts me in my mind at night. Its weird ,because there's only one person that cares about me. That is my one love
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