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Living In Fear ✓

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Reads 186
Votes 134
Parts 56
Time 3h 55m

theaaminahjangda

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The excitement, the fun, and the smell. All made this worthwhile. Everything had gone by so fast; I didn't realize what I had done. But now, I feel this huge weight lifting off my chest as the worries start to disappear. I stand here looking at the mess I made. No longer will I stand in fear. For I have finally become victorious.
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Dear Diary: remember me! | Complete | by ibim101

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