Please forgive me Merlin (Merthur boyxboy)
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Merlin and Arthur finally admit their love to each other! But after a drink-filled night out, Arthur does something that Merlin could not forgive.
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CONTAINS SPOILERS
Arthur never dies, Gwen dies instead, contains disturbing scenes.
Has rape, smut, depression, self harm.
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