HUMANIZED Tw: $h, suicidal thoughts, smoking, swearing, and alcohol Lightbulb feels that she isn't good enough and starts sh, she acts like nothing happened tho. She's always happy and optimistic so no one suspects a thing, lightbulb has been keeping everything about herself because she's afraid others will she her differently. She's scared to tell them anything about her personal life. even telling her friends that she's trans (mtf)