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The subsiding strength of a Swap Sans

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Parts 11
Time 1h 50m

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Swap didn't want to be this way, he really didn't want to, but fate seemed to have other plans.

Swap was always busy, why does he keep himself up at night and moving during the day? It seems he may just be strong and wants to help, but that's not the entire story...

There is only so much that someone can take before they break, you know? It seems Swap has been wavering on the line between positivity and negativity for a while now, but he's good at covering it up...

The real truth is that his strength of believing that everyone can change is slowly declining and he is beginning to wish that he was never born at all.

His friends? They don't care. 
His brother? He doesn't care.
His family? Nobody cares.

He's an awful monster, he can't protect anyone, nor does he want to at times.

He starves himself.
He beats himself up.
He believes he is worthless.

He won't EVER let himself forget those facts.
Hiding under the cover of a picture perfect smile and a kind attitude.

(TW! Cutting, Bad thoughts, Suicide attempt, ect.)All Rights Reserved

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