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The subsiding strength of a Swap Sans

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Parts 11
Time 1h 50m

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Swap didn't want to be this way, he really didn't want to, but fate seemed to have other plans.

Swap was always busy, why does he keep himself up at night and moving during the day? It seems he may just be strong and wants to help, but that's not the entire story...

There is only so much that someone can take before they break, you know? It seems Swap has been wavering on the line between positivity and negativity for a while now, but he's good at covering it up...

The real truth is that his strength of believing that everyone can change is slowly declining and he is beginning to wish that he was never born at all.

His friends? They don't care. 
His brother? He doesn't care.
His family? Nobody cares.

He's an awful monster, he can't protect anyone, nor does he want to at times.

He starves himself.
He beats himself up.
He believes he is worthless.

He won't EVER let himself forget those facts.
Hiding under the cover of a picture perfect smile and a kind attitude.

(TW! Cutting, Bad thoughts, Suicide attempt, ect.)All Rights Reserved

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After helping horror leave the bad sanses, swap sans takes horror to an au where no one can bother them and where they both can live a peaceful life for a little while. I want something different no babying!! he's not blueberry and blues probably the same height of most of the sanses in the multiverse maybe a lil taller not rlly idk Horrorswap. HORRORSWAP 🙇 Possible Errorswap in the future or swap x dream 😏 there was no proof reading whatsoever if there's a word that's spelled wrong don't mind it there's so much more errors that will happen :p I do not know how to write properly and I struggle to focus so the chapters may be super lame or out of character.

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HERE WERE GO AGAIN ROUND TWO MOTHERFCK But with Blueberror/Swap Bc what better way to love my favorite character than to rip out his soul!! ‼️MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING ‼️ ‼️THERE WILL BE CHARACTER DEATH‼️ ‼️AND SELF HARM ‼️ ‼️I DON'T KNOW WHERE THIS CAME FROM BUT YES‼️ ‼️BE WARNED‼️ ⭐️ Also prof reading is dead in these challenges so grammar and proper word placement is not guaranteed I gotchu 👉👉👉 1. Cannibalism 2. Sharp objects 3. Asphyxiation 4. Gut spill 5. Amputation 6. Bugs 7. Accident 8. Beaten/bruised 9. Torture 10. Masochist 11. Slasher 12. Burns 13. Sliced 14. Eyes 15. Self-inflicted 16. Decomposing 17. Too much Blood 18. Candy Gore 19. Bones 20. Impaled 21. Holes 22. Surgery 23. Vivisection 24. Teeth 25. Body Horror 26. Nosebleed 27. Stitches 28. Blunt force trauma 29. Disease 30. Vomit 31. Aftermath Art by @thestrongestjewel on Tumblr Underswap belongs to Popcornpr1nce Blueberrror belongs to Loverofpiggies -{POSTED Oct 1, 2024}- -{FINISHED Oct 31, 2024}- Next year will probably Nightmare w/ or w/out his lackeys 🏅 #3 in Blueberror Oct31, 2024 🥇 #1 in Goretober(2024) Oct 31, 2024

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𝑰 𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑳 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼, 𝑰 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑰𝑺𝑬 ✧ 𝑩𝑨𝑫 𝑺𝑨𝑵𝑺𝑬𝑺

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