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Painful Silence [Wattys 2015]
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Last published Sun, Sep 27, 2015
There's painfully awkward silence and then there's just painful silence. I live in a world of painful silence, I am the painful silence. Hiding behind a mask, people don't suspect a thing. The cheerful shy girl to be the depressed girl drowned in her own silence.
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She is a mystery in itself, trying to work out who she really is. But that doesn't matter, nothing will matter, when's she's gone in 30 days
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Warning! May Be Triggering Contains: Self Harm, Anxiety, Eating Disorders and Suicide.
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