Kevin is an unpleasant man who loses his job and finds it difficult to deal with other people.
He has those he considers friends, but he mostly prefers to focus on code, alcohol, and cynicism. Then, Kevin begins to experience odd hallucinations. In one moment, he finds comfort with a complete stranger, and in the next, he finds himself in a darkened, pixelated wood. A crowd of creatures are gathering, but Kevin doesn't sense danger; rather, he feels anticipation. Something is about to happen.
When Kevin is thrust back into reality, the visions do not stop. Soon, dream figures start to follow him into his normal life, and life conspires to keep him in the small town of Deptford, longing for his first love and feeling numb inside. He isn't exactly happy with his existence, but he doesn't have the motivation to change anything.
Things do begin to change, however, in strange and horrifying ways. CODE JUNKIE is a story of cynicism, introspection, and addiction. As Kevin must overcome the trials and tribulations of everyday life, he becomes more and more entranced by his hallucinations. Is he crazy? Prophetic? Or something else entirely?
CODE JUNKIE is a tale about an unpleasant man who loses his job.
Welcome to Deptford County.
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Conceptualized and written originally as an ARG between 2010-2013, CODE JUNKIE was my first long-from written work. Here it is, a decade later. There are flaws inherent in all first novels, and a few things that now make me shake my head, but the story within will always hold a special place in my heart.
In the spirit of this re-release, I will be making minor revisions and edits for flow as I release two chapters a week. But the original story will be there in its entirety. I hope you enjoy it.
"This isn't some stupid book, Dream." George scoffs. "You of all people should know that. Right?"
"What do you mean by that?"
"This isn't a love story. This isn't a happy ending. We can't be happy. Understand that and just give up. Just leave."
"What if I don't want to?"
"You have to . . ." He looks down. Dream's gaze is far too intense at the moment and if he looks any longer he knows he'll break. He knows he'll fall and he won't be able get out this time - like he had with him.
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start:
may 31st, 2021
end:
august 1st, 2021
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