Don't try suicide, nobody's worth it

A story heavily, heavily, HEAVILY inspired by a 13 yr old Dazai kinnie's life (If you're stupid, its me. I'm writing this at 12am bc I'm bored and this could turn out interesting. THE COVER IS DRAWN BY ME BTWW)

I do not have any experience in writing, this is my first time so I apologize for the mistakes. Also, It's mostly just Chiro's pov.

This story includes a lot of triggering topics:
Self harm
Eating disorder
Body dysmorphia
Body image issues
Anxiety
Emotional abuse
Physical abuse
Sexual harassment
Suicide
Murder, threats and intrusive thought are included but idk if those are triggering or not.

Basically a trauma dump