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Lost For So Long

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Keep your head high. Don't let them see it. Plaster a smile. Look happy. Laugh. Don't let them see your darkness...

Sienna Holden is a senior at Nichols High School. She has 3 best friends; TJ Lopez, Melanie Parker, and Calvin Sharp. Sienna believes that she has depression. She feels that there is a darkness that seems to eat at her emotions. Little does she know that her friend group all has their own problems. Their emotions eating at them too. This story talks abut her journey with finding her old self again all while trying to balance high school, her 3 best friends, and her mental and physical health.

Trigger Warning: This story cantains topics and discussions about depression, bipolar disorder, mental health, panic attacks, self-harm, eating disorder, parental negligence as well as emotional negligence, and sexual scenes.All Rights Reserved

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