My 5 "S"
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Ongoing6m
Last published Fri, Mar 24, 2023
SHE SEES, SHE FEELS, SHE THINKS, SHE FEARS BUT WITH A GOLDEN HEART, SHES HERE AND WILL HEAR.
This book is a collection of my random thoughts every time I am having an anxiety attack ( it may help me stop bottling my emotions ).
This is also an open diary hoping others would get a lesson from it.
In this book, I am talking to myself and other characters in My head as they usually happen whenever I am overthinking or triggered.
it is technically my optimism and pessimism talking to each other 💀
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Welcome to the inner workings of my mind. The thoughts and emotions I battle and the imaginary scenarios I dream up sometimes. Think of this is as my own public diary. . I will warn there are some themes surrounding mental health, self harming thoughts and actions, and talk of traumatising events. Please check tags for trigger warnings.
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