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I Trust The Moon - DRAFT 1 (DRAFT 2 COMING SOON)

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Parts 14
Time 1h 34m

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abusiveboyfriend abusiverelationship anxiety darkromance depression drama learningtolove love maturelanguage maturethemes ptsd romance

THIS IS AN OLD DRAFT. A NEW, IMPROVED, AND REVISED DRAFT COMING SOON.

While Kamari is attempting to get over her abusive ex, Wesley, she moves to a new state and meets a man that just won't stop showing up, and to make it worse - he's everything she's wanted in a guy. Between wanting to give in and fall in love and not wanting to trust, the unthinkable happens.

TW: S/A, PTSD/Panic Attacks, Abuse, Sexual DescriptionsAll Rights Reserved

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Kamari | Editing by dreamzy_

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