2 in 1 (A Dirty Little Secret Job)

Prologue:

“W------------------------------------wwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhat will I gonna do???? . . . . . Waaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!! ……
I really don’t know,…. :(
, ., , , , ….. ,,, It is really your fault!!!...
. . . . . , , , ,YOUR … .
. , ., . , ., . , . , YOUR …….
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YOUR!!!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
. , .,.,.,. , , , YOURS!.!!...!!!!....!!!!”, sabi ko sabay turo sa left corner of my chest (in my heart).
“What does this effin’ thing did to me….?..?...?..!.!.! …..
,,,,,,,,…………… D------------ddddddddaaammmmnn!!..
Iwanna die!.., Idon’t want to feel this way AGAIN as in
NEVER.!!!...!!.!.!.!.!..!.!.!!.!! ”.
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---- yan ang mga pinagsasabi ko habang nakaharap sa mirror. After that day I really don’t know what to do,….. I can’t believe that it really happened… … … …..
Dahil sa letcheng puso ko na’to….>,<…….
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Aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggghhhh!,.!..!..!,.!..!!!... I’m an IDIOT… a FOOL!!!...
From now on I will never and ever and eeeeeeeeevvvvveeeerrr!!! ……….
,,,,,……… LOVE once AGAIN!.!!.!.!.!.!.…..,.,.,.,.,
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~WAG KANG MAGSALITA NG TAPOS.
Dahil hindi mo alam ang mga mangyayari. . . . . .
Pa’nu kung siya na pala ang para sa’yo?.?.?.?.?.?.? . ., .. pero hindi mo pa alam dahil natatakot kang magmahal muli.,,,, ano kayang mangyayari???... Pa’no kung mapagod siya,,, mamahalin ka pa kaya niya???.. Pa’no kung YOU LOVE HIM na pala , , , pero patuloy mo pa ding tinatanggi sa sarili mo na ,……
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NO!.!.!.!.!. Coz’ I will never LOVE AGAIN!.!.!,.!.!.!...
Kaya mo kayang mawala ang taong imprtante sa’yo.. na MAHAL NA MAHAL ka pala?.??.?.?.???. . At handang isakripisyo ang lahat para lang sa’yo?.?.?. .