i'll try to live
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Ongoing5m
Last published Sun, Feb 26, 2023
"Breathe in. Second time. Third. It seems there is just not enough strength to do the fourth. Goosebumps spreading all over my body. The light is apparently no longer visible.
There is only a gray haze in front of my eyes. I'm falling. Does it hurt? Insanely. My heart decided to beat like crazy. The sound of a falling tear on the floor echoed and resonated all over my head. I'm getting Lost. Painfully. It hurts."
Nothing will change now probably if I approach him. Really? Nothing's going to change(и тут возможно лучше сказать Nothing's gonna happen). So what? What's wrong? Just pull yourself together, okay? It's just a man. Nothing supernatural. Human being as you.
Scream
I heard a scream. What's it? I didn't let it out so languidly and lingeringly, did I? Not me, right? I'm running. Running even faster. Shamefully running out of here. Why are there so many questions in my head? I'm tired. Stop this. I don't want to think about anything so tense. How can I stop?
How?
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