One Sided.
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Last published Tue, Feb 28, 2023
What do you do when you lose your parents to a car crash and then your brother to suicide a year later? What do you do when you find yourself at the edge of that bridge wondering how it'll feel to stop breathing? And what about that boy that found you?
Well, Kacey Stevens has her story to tell. The downs, and the ups that led her to now. It's an emotional rollercoaster for her, especially her diagnosis of Depression, Anxiety and PTSD and the thread holding her together being Lucas. The boy that stopped her from her biggest regret. But what if he is her biggest regret?
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(TW: Mentions of death, suicide and other strong topics, includes swearing)
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