This story is heavily influenced by you guessed it mixtapes. In some ways, they're nothing alike although, Eddie kaspbrak was 14 when he got put in an orphanage and ripped away from his home. He was 16 when he returned only to be totally different towards derry. Although something was pulling him back to his old ways. This story will include dark topics such as abuse, substance abuse, attempted suicide, and self-harm. please exit if sensitive to any of these topics. ships include:Reddie, Stanlon, and Bill is aroace.