my forgiving moon

im bullying this girl because she was something but the only thing that's nearly stoping me from bullying her is her forgiving me even though i already shattered her feelings.everything i did to her,she will just forgive me like it's not that deep of a problem to her.im on the edge of stopping and saying my real feelings to her but something is telling me i should continue.should i stop or continue bullying her..? and what is she hiding..in that beautiful face of hers?