Hi ! Guys this book is gonna shock some and most definitely be a blessing to others . In January of this year I was going through a phase in my life where I just felt as if I didn't know if I was going or coming . Before January I would smoke and drink but definitely get drunk as fuck and high as fuck because it made me feel as if my problem would all just vanish for a minute and i can enjoy the feeling of being high and drunk . I suffer from schizophrenia ,bipolar and generalized stress disorder as well. If you know you know I wasn't supposed to be doing any of those things occasionally but things began to become so overwhelming to me that I turned to smoking and drinking, but mainly smoking . So fasten your seat belt and get ready for this amazing ride through my story.All Rights Reserved